Saturday, August 6, 2016

Potentially Definitely: Turning a New Leaf

Much could be said about 2016. Well, 2015 I skated by, I was shocked to say the least. Although my struggle was real, I did not give up the hope of seeing a better year! My birthday started off fun and hopeful and unfortunately, it was not a VERY happy one. Nonetheless, I can honestly say that when the clock struck twelve, I was happy and I had the time of my life, minus friends, minus family. I took a leap of faith and returned to Sweet Home Alabama for some good laughs and the crazy thought that I would hit a jackpot! So much for wishful thinking.

It turned out not to be a big deal, besides its March. And although I would like to forget; its not just March Madness in the NBA. March Madness is everyday, LOL!

Honestly, I was really, really wishing for a Four-Leaved clover. Instead, I experienced nervousness, excitement, nervousness, anger.

Some birthday. I cant camouflage that.... OoWee!

Lost my cars, lost employment. Grew Ill fated and depressed. Forreal. No Tears. Just potential tears.
It grew really bad, I didn't want to really go anywhere, or do anything.

Really had to regroup and put forth effort to move forward. Stature and money was and still is a bit funny to me based on the issues of twenty_sixteen.

I maybe....BLACK. "UGLY" but I'm still here! I say those words again because in the height of change and growth, I was tested HEAVY. My faith was tested HEAVY. And well, how many rounds of fire has to transpire?

Hear Me....

It has been really emotional. Growing and never FULLY changing. Morons.

I am potentially going to definitely see myself in a happy place other than my spirit.

I want happiness to exude in my mind, my body, not just my soul.

Is that too much to ask for in life? Leave a comment, I want to know....

-Be Forever!