Once again, Im still overwhelmed
It seems as if no one and I do mean no one can honestly say and affirm that they understand how I feel.
Not even God. If God does not understand what is the purpose of living.
Every effort, every blessing, everything has been tested this past year. I can not honestly say Im looking forward to another year, just Eternal Sunshine. No one wants to object to evil. They have no filter. Right now my life is that of The Crucible. Where is the truth. How I feel now, life can keep living and passing me by. Im not doing anything to help your pursuit of happiness. Question existing.
Moving along so much for my gift from God. Those women raced my soul every single day. First it started in the classroom. Twenty minutes of chatter all morning. Then a bulletin board. A bunch of The Help type meals coupled with concealed issues of early arrival and the idea of a Fall Festival. Their souls were rolling every single day to no avail!
I believe that the children sleep for three hours plus on any given day. Honestly what I had to experience again was disgusting. If I had my way I would get another tattoo to wash way the disdain and humiliation I had to endure.
Im not going to disgust the morning dew or the need for air refreshing before entering the restroom. Or the itch that rested on my hands until my departure.
It was horrible in every sense of the word. Your focus of making my days at my intern difficult ruined the overall appeal of fostering and guiding developing minds a null and void task.
Not to mention the concealed text and email plots. But to plea your case through my ex sisters is repulsive. I wish your soul comtentment because the little girl in you is the only foundation and perception that you have of integrity. Pretty is ass pretty does. Its all good. "We got enough money to keep your ass in GUCCI and GOLD."
Furthermore, your need to sniff check, race and synchronized destroyed the joy of being a woman. Flossing and tossing what is not yours.
I know CLEARLY how the once exciting bonds of sorority life was destroyed. So many women claim to be but very few are REAL.
I would be spiteful not to wish you well. The extent of your mental leaves me no choice. Asking God to look over my soul
And the souls from the Fiber of My Being!
-Be Forever!
