A Pink Elephant from Pivotal Dreams..

Come over tonight in your flesh and blood. No one is here with me now and I want to feel your passion and give you power. Its only my thoughts and I know you'll leave me up waiting all night until someone comes back home and then it'll be too late  and we'll go back to our separate lives again. Yeah, today was terrible. I had to close out my thoughts and worry about my feelings opposed to others. And now, baby its you!

I guess our ship has sailed , or vehement passion encompasses your feelings towards you. But seduction encompasses mine. I want to Cater To You, I want to entice you with my body. Yeah, I want to Dance For You. And free all my inhibitions and take a bow of humility and understanding. I'll get back to where I was and you'll retreat back to your love. And then we will wait to see if we can spend forever together, but forever will never come.                                                                                                                                  
I'm marrying Rodney, and its too late to make changes. I needed to be with you to grow and see what I expected from love but you could you ever fathom my desires. Until is was late, and now our neglect places us into a realm of longsuffering. I dont know what more I could say.

                                                                                                             Forever Always,
                                                                                                                                    Tracey

And without second guess or thought. Tracey Left the note at Jermaine's doorstep, rang the bell and went to her car. She left the note on his doorstep and 3AM. Giving him all day to think about if he was absolutely sure that he was to say Goodbye? He had been harassing Tracey all weekend and he knew that after all the failed attempts to see her to no avail; he had lost in the battle. 
In a stifling stupor towards the door, he called out. 
"Who is it?"
And there was no answer. With absolute assurance, he unlocked and opened the door; no one. He stepped out to search for perpetrators fall in the distance, and just as he put his left house shoe out the door, the light blue envelope hit the floor as it was propped  on the door-way's in- step. It had no addressee, just a few words on the front that read the following:
"Sometimes, in order to find the right kind of life for you, you have to leave"