Much could be said about 2016. Well, 2015 I skated by, I was shocked to say the least. Although my struggle was real, I did not give up the hope of seeing a better year! My birthday started off fun and hopeful and unfortunately, it was not a VERY happy one. Nonetheless, I can honestly say that when the clock struck twelve, I was happy and I had the time of my life, minus friends, minus family. I took a leap of faith and returned to Sweet Home Alabama for some good laughs and the crazy thought that I would hit a jackpot! So much for wishful thinking.
It turned out not to be a big deal, besides its March. And although I would like to forget; its not just March Madness in the NBA. March Madness is everyday, LOL!
Honestly, I was really, really wishing for a Four-Leaved clover. Instead, I experienced nervousness, excitement, nervousness, anger.
Some birthday. I cant camouflage that.... OoWee!
Lost my cars, lost employment. Grew Ill fated and depressed. Forreal. No Tears. Just potential tears.
It grew really bad, I didn't want to really go anywhere, or do anything.
Really had to regroup and put forth effort to move forward. Stature and money was and still is a bit funny to me based on the issues of twenty_sixteen.
I maybe....BLACK. "UGLY" but I'm still here! I say those words again because in the height of change and growth, I was tested HEAVY. My faith was tested HEAVY. And well, how many rounds of fire has to transpire?
Hear Me....
It has been really emotional. Growing and never FULLY changing. Morons.
I am potentially going to definitely see myself in a happy place other than my spirit.
I want happiness to exude in my mind, my body, not just my soul.
Is that too much to ask for in life? Leave a comment, I want to know....
-Be Forever!
Saturday, August 6, 2016
Thursday, October 29, 2015
Cold by Sha Jones
Living in a world that forces you to be uptight and offering your trust to no one, that's the hardship that ruined Tiffany Moore's life. Years of friendship, career,and marriage are destroyed when Tiffany suspects infidelity on her husband behalf. There are so many possible suspects in this mystery novel, that you would probably advise her to trust no one if you could.
The situation at hand is so far remove from feasible reality, you can't help but to be drawn into the suspense, and have so much faith in her marriage, but as time reveals, reality must be set in stone.
This novel will surely have you speechless, sympathetic, and hopeful as Tiffany Moore endures betrayal, heartbreak, romance, and pain.
***Lol Tank could not have said it better; Love, Sex, and Pain. No pun intended. ***
Great read, nicely composed!
-Be Forever!
The situation at hand is so far remove from feasible reality, you can't help but to be drawn into the suspense, and have so much faith in her marriage, but as time reveals, reality must be set in stone.
This novel will surely have you speechless, sympathetic, and hopeful as Tiffany Moore endures betrayal, heartbreak, romance, and pain.
***Lol Tank could not have said it better; Love, Sex, and Pain. No pun intended. ***
Great read, nicely composed!
-Be Forever!
The Lesson by Cynthia Blue
"Soul searching....my sole hurting." What is one to do when emotions overshadow reason? Well for Cyrus, he believed in playing to win. And, the cost of victory was priceless until his lies and deceit killed three humans.
Hope was shattered emotionally. Ivy was set financially. Honestly, it very hard to determine what Cyrus loved the most; loyalty or comfort. This is a fantastic novel, it's sexy, suspenseful, and tragic all on one breath.
Honestly, I was not to inspired to finish reading the novel after the first couple of pages. I gave it a "whomp-whomp" because I thought that it was just another racy novel, and I had an appetite for something a bit more wholesome. Nonetheless, I put my emotions aside and decided to read this novel, and I'm glad that I did! It's the epitome of passion; 'love or death' and it foreshadows the pain and agony that precedes death.
"Love is love..."
-Be Forever!
Hope was shattered emotionally. Ivy was set financially. Honestly, it very hard to determine what Cyrus loved the most; loyalty or comfort. This is a fantastic novel, it's sexy, suspenseful, and tragic all on one breath.
Honestly, I was not to inspired to finish reading the novel after the first couple of pages. I gave it a "whomp-whomp" because I thought that it was just another racy novel, and I had an appetite for something a bit more wholesome. Nonetheless, I put my emotions aside and decided to read this novel, and I'm glad that I did! It's the epitome of passion; 'love or death' and it foreshadows the pain and agony that precedes death.
"Love is love..."
-Be Forever!
Sunday, October 25, 2015
Little Dark Pieces by Maria McCartan
Ever been that girl who thinks she's in love and eventually goes nutty because its the next day, and Mr.Perfect has not called? If so, you would definitely be able to relate to the situational agony of Carly. Little Dark Pieces follows the life of Carly, a sweet,charming, and semi-geek who can not seem to quit smoking. In addition to smoking, she's crossed barriers and engaged in a passionate romance with her doctor. In the heat of the moment, things go awry between the two of them and she falls so ill from love she has to see a therapist!
Love will make you do some crazy things and through the duration of the novel, crazy grows mad, and passion run deep. When Carly discovers a darker side of her lover, she's forced with a pensive decision.
-Be Forever!
Love will make you do some crazy things and through the duration of the novel, crazy grows mad, and passion run deep. When Carly discovers a darker side of her lover, she's forced with a pensive decision.
-Be Forever!
Tuesday, October 20, 2015
Paint Me Gone by Molly Greene
Reading is so relaxing and insightful, what better way to indulge into insight by reading a practical mystery novel? Paint me gone is a classic mystery novel that can be rehearsed in many of the modern day suspense dramas that are broadcasted on television. I enjoyed the practicality of the novel as I was expecting it to be melodramatic like most modern day reads. Greene, however introduces the readers to Genevieve Delacourt, a private investigator who has lived through several cases as Paint Me Gone is the third mystery book to Greene series. The diction of the novel is fresh and clear. Honestly, I felt like I may have been lost reading a third installment to a series. The novel follows Gen as she works on a case of a missing sister who ironically is also a used of murder. When Gen is not working on the case, she is found making life changes with Oliver also known as Liv. The novel is a really great read and the suspense of the case will definitely have you pondering on possible suspects.
This book is awesome for relaxation, I found myself reading this novel right before bed at night and it made me feel as though I was tuning into a series weekly. There is nothing to dislike! I find this novel to be an inspiration to my very own project, and I look forward to reading more novels by Molly Greene is the future!
-Be Forever!
This book is awesome for relaxation, I found myself reading this novel right before bed at night and it made me feel as though I was tuning into a series weekly. There is nothing to dislike! I find this novel to be an inspiration to my very own project, and I look forward to reading more novels by Molly Greene is the future!
-Be Forever!
Tuesday, July 7, 2015
The Matrimony
Everyone is head over heels for the latest single by the Lyricist, Wale. The single is titled "The Matrimony," and some have even titled the song, "Making Plans."
Today, I was sitting and listening to the song, and I was intrigued, intensely, more than words could allow. Most people think of Matrimony as a fancy word for marriage, and be it as it may, it could be considered a fancy word. Truth be told, the word Matrimony is not fancy, just a complex and compound word. Let's take a look futher into the word.
Today, I was sitting and listening to the song, and I was intrigued, intensely, more than words could allow. Most people think of Matrimony as a fancy word for marriage, and be it as it may, it could be considered a fancy word. Truth be told, the word Matrimony is not fancy, just a complex and compound word. Let's take a look futher into the word.
First, the word begins :
MAT... One letter shy of mate.
So with MAT it is understood as mate or partnership.
Next, there is the TRI, the middle of the word. In math, we see or understand Tri to mean three. As in a Triangle. TRI is understood as the union of three entities
-Mind
-Body
-Soul/Spirit
And lastly, the end of the word is abridged version of the word monogamy or monogamous.
Monogamy is the condition of being married to one person at a time.
There is more to a word than what is oftentimes presented. Sometimes, to fully understand a word is has to be taken seriously, by exposing the variations of orgin to grasp the concept.
Personally, I do not feel that "Making Plans" is a suitable title for the song, as Usher proclaims that if there is a question of love, you got it, and that "it" is LOYALTY which solidifies monogamy.
Actually, on "Bad" song, also by Wale, he breifly speaks on monogamy. And based on his "More About Nothing" album, which is the prequel to his latest album, "The Album about Nothing," he interludes about how he can break down a relationship in a lot of different ways.
With, that being said, one could conclude that the complexities of relationships, love, and marriage is definitely an intensive, and thought provoking topic to lyricist.
Moreover, just the word, Matrimony itself, brings about questions that an individual should ponder upon before agreeing to a Testament.
Futhermore, the ring that is given to a wife, is a physical representation of a union. The band is merely the foundation of eternity; The Matrimony.
-Be Forever!
Monogamy is the condition of being married to one person at a time.
There is more to a word than what is oftentimes presented. Sometimes, to fully understand a word is has to be taken seriously, by exposing the variations of orgin to grasp the concept.
Personally, I do not feel that "Making Plans" is a suitable title for the song, as Usher proclaims that if there is a question of love, you got it, and that "it" is LOYALTY which solidifies monogamy.
Actually, on "Bad" song, also by Wale, he breifly speaks on monogamy. And based on his "More About Nothing" album, which is the prequel to his latest album, "The Album about Nothing," he interludes about how he can break down a relationship in a lot of different ways.
With, that being said, one could conclude that the complexities of relationships, love, and marriage is definitely an intensive, and thought provoking topic to lyricist.
Moreover, just the word, Matrimony itself, brings about questions that an individual should ponder upon before agreeing to a Testament.
Futhermore, the ring that is given to a wife, is a physical representation of a union. The band is merely the foundation of eternity; The Matrimony.
-Be Forever!
Monday, July 6, 2015
Celebrity Gossip Will Never Be the Same
Almost everyday, I find myself visiting the website, necolebitchie.com, and on one particular morning, I see a farewell post! Honestly, I was in disbelief after reading it!
Today, I was toggling my memory to see exactly how I discovered the website, I guess that I merely stumbled upon it, and once I did I was absolutely hooked! It was a great way for me to stay abreast with the Hip-Hip-hop community, get updates on my favorite celebrities, and become acquainted with new stars!
I totally admired the story behind the blogger, Necole! She inspired me in more ways imaginable, primarily because our struggle was very similar. I wanted to be in the midst of the here and now, and so did she! What was admirable, to me was her determination. That determination, dedication, and dependablity ultimately paved the way for her celebrity gossip site to become one of the most well-known, and reliable sources for celebrity news! Truly Amazing. I am still in disbelief that she has decided to leave the blogging community and pursue other endeavors!
Honestly, I am totally for growth and she has decided that it is time for her to make reality of dreams, goals and aspirations! You go gyrli! I will definitely continue to support your future projects!
Wishing you success!
-Be Forever!
Today, I was toggling my memory to see exactly how I discovered the website, I guess that I merely stumbled upon it, and once I did I was absolutely hooked! It was a great way for me to stay abreast with the Hip-Hip-hop community, get updates on my favorite celebrities, and become acquainted with new stars!
I totally admired the story behind the blogger, Necole! She inspired me in more ways imaginable, primarily because our struggle was very similar. I wanted to be in the midst of the here and now, and so did she! What was admirable, to me was her determination. That determination, dedication, and dependablity ultimately paved the way for her celebrity gossip site to become one of the most well-known, and reliable sources for celebrity news! Truly Amazing. I am still in disbelief that she has decided to leave the blogging community and pursue other endeavors!
Honestly, I am totally for growth and she has decided that it is time for her to make reality of dreams, goals and aspirations! You go gyrli! I will definitely continue to support your future projects!
Wishing you success!
-Be Forever!
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