Today is Mother's Day. Its exciting and often times the best time of year to consider thy self truly remarkable. I mean, seriously, the birth canal is a pivotal opportunity for our soul to be guided closer or further away from something we hold desirable.
Whats that something, usually dependability. No matter how we feel after that last push, something about you changes. Its challenging, however sometimes it's best to be apprehensive, to gain a more purpose filled moment. The strenght of a woman is sometimes explained how she interacts with her child.
I'm not there quite yet, at some point I will be, here's to motherhood, good days, bad days, let all your days be true, and all your strenght be more true to the challenge of motherhood!
-Be Forever!
Sunday, May 13, 2018
Saturday, October 15, 2016
Is My Soul On Empty?
Once again, Im still overwhelmed
It seems as if no one and I do mean no one can honestly say and affirm that they understand how I feel.
Not even God. If God does not understand what is the purpose of living.
Every effort, every blessing, everything has been tested this past year. I can not honestly say Im looking forward to another year, just Eternal Sunshine. No one wants to object to evil. They have no filter. Right now my life is that of The Crucible. Where is the truth. How I feel now, life can keep living and passing me by. Im not doing anything to help your pursuit of happiness. Question existing.
Moving along so much for my gift from God. Those women raced my soul every single day. First it started in the classroom. Twenty minutes of chatter all morning. Then a bulletin board. A bunch of The Help type meals coupled with concealed issues of early arrival and the idea of a Fall Festival. Their souls were rolling every single day to no avail!
I believe that the children sleep for three hours plus on any given day. Honestly what I had to experience again was disgusting. If I had my way I would get another tattoo to wash way the disdain and humiliation I had to endure.
Im not going to disgust the morning dew or the need for air refreshing before entering the restroom. Or the itch that rested on my hands until my departure.
It was horrible in every sense of the word. Your focus of making my days at my intern difficult ruined the overall appeal of fostering and guiding developing minds a null and void task.
Not to mention the concealed text and email plots. But to plea your case through my ex sisters is repulsive. I wish your soul comtentment because the little girl in you is the only foundation and perception that you have of integrity. Pretty is ass pretty does. Its all good. "We got enough money to keep your ass in GUCCI and GOLD."
Furthermore, your need to sniff check, race and synchronized destroyed the joy of being a woman. Flossing and tossing what is not yours.
I know CLEARLY how the once exciting bonds of sorority life was destroyed. So many women claim to be but very few are REAL.
I would be spiteful not to wish you well. The extent of your mental leaves me no choice. Asking God to look over my soul
And the souls from the Fiber of My Being!
-Be Forever!
It seems as if no one and I do mean no one can honestly say and affirm that they understand how I feel.
Not even God. If God does not understand what is the purpose of living.
Every effort, every blessing, everything has been tested this past year. I can not honestly say Im looking forward to another year, just Eternal Sunshine. No one wants to object to evil. They have no filter. Right now my life is that of The Crucible. Where is the truth. How I feel now, life can keep living and passing me by. Im not doing anything to help your pursuit of happiness. Question existing.
Moving along so much for my gift from God. Those women raced my soul every single day. First it started in the classroom. Twenty minutes of chatter all morning. Then a bulletin board. A bunch of The Help type meals coupled with concealed issues of early arrival and the idea of a Fall Festival. Their souls were rolling every single day to no avail!
I believe that the children sleep for three hours plus on any given day. Honestly what I had to experience again was disgusting. If I had my way I would get another tattoo to wash way the disdain and humiliation I had to endure.
Im not going to disgust the morning dew or the need for air refreshing before entering the restroom. Or the itch that rested on my hands until my departure.
It was horrible in every sense of the word. Your focus of making my days at my intern difficult ruined the overall appeal of fostering and guiding developing minds a null and void task.
Not to mention the concealed text and email plots. But to plea your case through my ex sisters is repulsive. I wish your soul comtentment because the little girl in you is the only foundation and perception that you have of integrity. Pretty is ass pretty does. Its all good. "We got enough money to keep your ass in GUCCI and GOLD."
Furthermore, your need to sniff check, race and synchronized destroyed the joy of being a woman. Flossing and tossing what is not yours.
I know CLEARLY how the once exciting bonds of sorority life was destroyed. So many women claim to be but very few are REAL.
I would be spiteful not to wish you well. The extent of your mental leaves me no choice. Asking God to look over my soul
And the souls from the Fiber of My Being!
-Be Forever!
Saturday, August 6, 2016
Potentially Definitely: Turning a New Leaf
Much could be said about 2016. Well, 2015 I skated by, I was shocked to say the least. Although my struggle was real, I did not give up the hope of seeing a better year! My birthday started off fun and hopeful and unfortunately, it was not a VERY happy one. Nonetheless, I can honestly say that when the clock struck twelve, I was happy and I had the time of my life, minus friends, minus family. I took a leap of faith and returned to Sweet Home Alabama for some good laughs and the crazy thought that I would hit a jackpot! So much for wishful thinking.
It turned out not to be a big deal, besides its March. And although I would like to forget; its not just March Madness in the NBA. March Madness is everyday, LOL!
Honestly, I was really, really wishing for a Four-Leaved clover. Instead, I experienced nervousness, excitement, nervousness, anger.
Some birthday. I cant camouflage that.... OoWee!
Lost my cars, lost employment. Grew Ill fated and depressed. Forreal. No Tears. Just potential tears.
It grew really bad, I didn't want to really go anywhere, or do anything.
Really had to regroup and put forth effort to move forward. Stature and money was and still is a bit funny to me based on the issues of twenty_sixteen.
I maybe....BLACK. "UGLY" but I'm still here! I say those words again because in the height of change and growth, I was tested HEAVY. My faith was tested HEAVY. And well, how many rounds of fire has to transpire?
Hear Me....
It has been really emotional. Growing and never FULLY changing. Morons.
I am potentially going to definitely see myself in a happy place other than my spirit.
I want happiness to exude in my mind, my body, not just my soul.
Is that too much to ask for in life? Leave a comment, I want to know....
-Be Forever!
It turned out not to be a big deal, besides its March. And although I would like to forget; its not just March Madness in the NBA. March Madness is everyday, LOL!
Honestly, I was really, really wishing for a Four-Leaved clover. Instead, I experienced nervousness, excitement, nervousness, anger.
Some birthday. I cant camouflage that.... OoWee!
Lost my cars, lost employment. Grew Ill fated and depressed. Forreal. No Tears. Just potential tears.
It grew really bad, I didn't want to really go anywhere, or do anything.
Really had to regroup and put forth effort to move forward. Stature and money was and still is a bit funny to me based on the issues of twenty_sixteen.
I maybe....BLACK. "UGLY" but I'm still here! I say those words again because in the height of change and growth, I was tested HEAVY. My faith was tested HEAVY. And well, how many rounds of fire has to transpire?
Hear Me....
It has been really emotional. Growing and never FULLY changing. Morons.
I am potentially going to definitely see myself in a happy place other than my spirit.
I want happiness to exude in my mind, my body, not just my soul.
Is that too much to ask for in life? Leave a comment, I want to know....
-Be Forever!
Thursday, October 29, 2015
Cold by Sha Jones
Living in a world that forces you to be uptight and offering your trust to no one, that's the hardship that ruined Tiffany Moore's life. Years of friendship, career,and marriage are destroyed when Tiffany suspects infidelity on her husband behalf. There are so many possible suspects in this mystery novel, that you would probably advise her to trust no one if you could.
The situation at hand is so far remove from feasible reality, you can't help but to be drawn into the suspense, and have so much faith in her marriage, but as time reveals, reality must be set in stone.
This novel will surely have you speechless, sympathetic, and hopeful as Tiffany Moore endures betrayal, heartbreak, romance, and pain.
***Lol Tank could not have said it better; Love, Sex, and Pain. No pun intended. ***
Great read, nicely composed!
-Be Forever!
The situation at hand is so far remove from feasible reality, you can't help but to be drawn into the suspense, and have so much faith in her marriage, but as time reveals, reality must be set in stone.
This novel will surely have you speechless, sympathetic, and hopeful as Tiffany Moore endures betrayal, heartbreak, romance, and pain.
***Lol Tank could not have said it better; Love, Sex, and Pain. No pun intended. ***
Great read, nicely composed!
-Be Forever!
The Lesson by Cynthia Blue
"Soul searching....my sole hurting." What is one to do when emotions overshadow reason? Well for Cyrus, he believed in playing to win. And, the cost of victory was priceless until his lies and deceit killed three humans.
Hope was shattered emotionally. Ivy was set financially. Honestly, it very hard to determine what Cyrus loved the most; loyalty or comfort. This is a fantastic novel, it's sexy, suspenseful, and tragic all on one breath.
Honestly, I was not to inspired to finish reading the novel after the first couple of pages. I gave it a "whomp-whomp" because I thought that it was just another racy novel, and I had an appetite for something a bit more wholesome. Nonetheless, I put my emotions aside and decided to read this novel, and I'm glad that I did! It's the epitome of passion; 'love or death' and it foreshadows the pain and agony that precedes death.
"Love is love..."
-Be Forever!
Hope was shattered emotionally. Ivy was set financially. Honestly, it very hard to determine what Cyrus loved the most; loyalty or comfort. This is a fantastic novel, it's sexy, suspenseful, and tragic all on one breath.
Honestly, I was not to inspired to finish reading the novel after the first couple of pages. I gave it a "whomp-whomp" because I thought that it was just another racy novel, and I had an appetite for something a bit more wholesome. Nonetheless, I put my emotions aside and decided to read this novel, and I'm glad that I did! It's the epitome of passion; 'love or death' and it foreshadows the pain and agony that precedes death.
"Love is love..."
-Be Forever!
Sunday, October 25, 2015
Little Dark Pieces by Maria McCartan
Ever been that girl who thinks she's in love and eventually goes nutty because its the next day, and Mr.Perfect has not called? If so, you would definitely be able to relate to the situational agony of Carly. Little Dark Pieces follows the life of Carly, a sweet,charming, and semi-geek who can not seem to quit smoking. In addition to smoking, she's crossed barriers and engaged in a passionate romance with her doctor. In the heat of the moment, things go awry between the two of them and she falls so ill from love she has to see a therapist!
Love will make you do some crazy things and through the duration of the novel, crazy grows mad, and passion run deep. When Carly discovers a darker side of her lover, she's forced with a pensive decision.
-Be Forever!
Love will make you do some crazy things and through the duration of the novel, crazy grows mad, and passion run deep. When Carly discovers a darker side of her lover, she's forced with a pensive decision.
-Be Forever!
Tuesday, October 20, 2015
Paint Me Gone by Molly Greene
Reading is so relaxing and insightful, what better way to indulge into insight by reading a practical mystery novel? Paint me gone is a classic mystery novel that can be rehearsed in many of the modern day suspense dramas that are broadcasted on television. I enjoyed the practicality of the novel as I was expecting it to be melodramatic like most modern day reads. Greene, however introduces the readers to Genevieve Delacourt, a private investigator who has lived through several cases as Paint Me Gone is the third mystery book to Greene series. The diction of the novel is fresh and clear. Honestly, I felt like I may have been lost reading a third installment to a series. The novel follows Gen as she works on a case of a missing sister who ironically is also a used of murder. When Gen is not working on the case, she is found making life changes with Oliver also known as Liv. The novel is a really great read and the suspense of the case will definitely have you pondering on possible suspects.
This book is awesome for relaxation, I found myself reading this novel right before bed at night and it made me feel as though I was tuning into a series weekly. There is nothing to dislike! I find this novel to be an inspiration to my very own project, and I look forward to reading more novels by Molly Greene is the future!
-Be Forever!
This book is awesome for relaxation, I found myself reading this novel right before bed at night and it made me feel as though I was tuning into a series weekly. There is nothing to dislike! I find this novel to be an inspiration to my very own project, and I look forward to reading more novels by Molly Greene is the future!
-Be Forever!
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